So I've moved all the way from Wales to Yorkshire for uni........Yay
Having my own apartment is kinda cool most of the time until you realise how much needs cleaning, I cleaned at home, but not to this extent. It does get lonely, when you're in it all day and night. I'm starting to find my way around town though which is a relief. It's expensive living on your own though and being in a city. I miss nature!!! Tree's, fields, sheeeep!! Where's the sheep!!
I'm looking forward to starting my course though, I'm just hoping I'm good at it or this will all be for nothing, and hopefully then I'll make some friends.
It's harder than you think moving, it seems exciting until you do it, at first you don't quite feel like you belong, you just feel lost.
You spend so long at home wishing to be somewhere else, and then you are, and all the people you argued with are gone... and you actually miss it. You miss the familarity of things. The smells, the noises, just everything.
Knowing all your family is at home getting on with their lives without you there, the place you've been 20 years, is strange.
I think I'll do Okay though, I'm pretty determined to make it work and maybe soon, I'll feel like I belong.